To be honest

I was a liarlied about lovelied about my feelingsthrew me into a dark pitjust for the sake of a culturejust because I finally got a man next to meI knew betterI should have been betterbut I liednow I walk around with the wordsimprinted on my forehead and I hope that the next onetruly loves youdoesn't say cause she's supposed tobut she wants to I lied,for the sake of a culturethat made me feel like this was ita man is beside me and I have achieved it all I liedI liedI wish those words could curl backupvanish off into the airand you never felt themnever swallowed them in