Chupna

You come home from an aggressive daywhen it feels like even the walls are barking at youand you go to your roomtake off your clothes, strip away the armor of outsideand sit, and sit and try to not crytill it all rains outit rains and it rains and I just wonderhow longhow long can this go onand so I sit there leaning my back against the walltrying to not scream, not let the fire burn me too much because I don't have a house all to myselfbecause this is still life and I can'tlet out these inner cuts show too much and I remember the pastthe words come back to meand cut me moremy heart bleeds a bit more bus, mere dil ne jawab de diyamaine jawab de diyaaaj ke liye busab takh gai hoonnot today Kambal doaur mujhe chup ne dothori der ke liyethori der me apne dhook me bhet jaoon tonight I'm calling it quits for a little bitnot breakawayjust quitjust be on my own islandand drown in my exhaustionin my sorrow aaj mere dil mere badan ne jawab de diya