At My Best...IDFWU

You were a lessonWho I was not afraid to chooseAnd at my best, I'm never reallyAfraid to loseBecause through lossWe all gain perspectiveSo, you were a choiceAnd I? Well, I was selectiveYou were never a mistakeJust a divine option...I was brave enough to makeAnd I'd do it all againJust to admireHow the beauty of usTransforms and transcendsHe asked, "what in you has changed?You seem happier, more at peace.As we become more and more estranged.Seems like...well, like you don't fuck with me."And I replied...with this:After all that you've put me throughStill, grace never left my sideAnd though I have no more room for youI'll never try to hideThat I love you...stillAnd probably...always willBut if it's regret that you needAs proof from meThat I hold no ill willAnd can swallow whole the pillOf the love and hate, I've expendedAs if I can't accept our time has endedI can't just hand that over anymoreSomething else is knocking at my doorFor sorrow is through with meAnd I can embrace her tendencyTo go on to one more welcoming of herSpend the time it takes for them to matureBut as for me, and all that houses my soulRegret. Just don't live here no moreEvery day I'm thankful for all my lessonsEven the ones that housed disappointmentBut came dressed as blessingsFor me and you, the same is trueAnd you're correct in your assumptionI. Don't. Fuck. With. You.And the only reason I'd want you backWould be to torture the shit outta youSo no, there are no regretsStill..."I'm over it" doesn't really prove trueBut I can't stress enough...IDontFuckWithYou