Nahi

I survived an earthquakeand my soul is still shaking insidebones rattlingmy heart beating too fast what if I just trapped myself into a bigger messI survived an earthquakeI fought the earthand the starsI changed my wayI saved myself and yet here I amwith hope hiding behind mehoping to not be taken awayfrom the monstrous beastdepression that keepstaunting metelling mestupid girl,you were never meant to be happyyou were never meant tohave love that treated you right and I don't think I have it in meto stand up againto fight backso I just whisperI just whisper to myselfnahi nahi nahi and someday I mighthold my self togethersew my self back upand fight but for now, I just whisper nahi