She doesn't know what she wants anymoreShe is lostIn the depths of her thoughtsBut what keeps her going is the one piece of light that follows herHer one hopeThat maybeShe could be happy Each day for her is a new dayWith the day before distant in her memoryThe tangles of feelings in her heartBegin to form a wall within herSo that nothing can break throughIt's invisibleIt's silentBut it's there This wall of protectionOr perhaps this wall of demiseWill not fall for anyoneNot even the ones she lovesOr the ones who love herBecause even those people create a new tangle everyday It's not as though she wants thisShe doesn't want to live with the inability to let people inShe doesn't want to be alone within herselfBut she has toBecause each person she has let in has not only destroyed the wallBut also destroyed herHer wall gives her safetyAnd those people gave her destruction So she livesWith only the pad of paperShe carries with herThat knows it allCrying for someone to help herCrying for someone to accept her tangled wallCrying for someone to not want to destroy the wallBut to want to take it down piece by pieceWith care