Patternsor habitsare what caused or causesthese feelings I feeland these thoughts I think. They are very realalways presentlingering in the back of my head.; Waiting for the opportunityto strike yet again, which anymore is pretty often.Feedback loops tend to get reinforcedas we are creatures of habit,creatures of patterns,regardless of their positive or negative influence.A feedback loop or cyclethen has its newfound opportunity to strengthen that connectionand one can see how easily they may or may not falldown the rabbit's hole. In my experience, this is how it manifests itself...A truly viciousdownward cycleof my own destruction.   Photo by Tom Sodoge on Unsplash