I go to the hospital so often with one undiagnosable illness after the otherthat I can recognise the doctors and automatically know which department they work for it only takes my mind a few seconds to place them after all, they've all treated me at least three times if not ten my broken body was a toll so heavyit broke my mind physical illness morphed into mental illness like humans shapeshift into lycansexcept this change wasn't mythical  -oh, how I wish it was mythical