You made me hate foodcount every bite I havethen go exhausting myselftill I can't feel myselfI can't look in the mirror without assuming I look hugeAnd now this has become a cycleof me abusing myselffrom either starving or bingingor working out too muchand through it, I don't feel the prettyI was a lover for foodI can't call myself normalI can't be normalYou left me here to go insaneto be empty, to be at lossI'm in loss with my soul   Photo by Naomi August